Mittwoch, 26. Dezember 2007
E
shinji, 18:08h
after a few thousand hours of inner monolog, addressed to E, I am still quite touchy with the subject. what is so unfair is the thin line between 'loving' (or, in her case, imagining romantic feelings for someone) and 'not loving'. would I have been my regular strong self, sooner or later she would have 'loved' me, I am quite certain. not that I still wish that it had happened, now that I know her better. but she managed to kill most of what is good and strong in me for too long a time now.