Montag, 9. Februar 2009
life & death
in my life, it is not particularly exceptional to be 6, 7, 8, 12 month without any sex at all. this is certainly the case for many other guys, and some women, i assume, do have this, too. but, of course, there are quite a few people who have never experienced this in their (sexually active) life and who wouldn't understand what it means. i consider this a serious problem for my physical and mental health (and certainly for my personal development). of course, i am taking the conscious decision neither to buy sex, nor to fuck what i can get (not any more, experience shows, it takes me nowhere and just increases the pain).
funny enough, i am neither too ugly, nor am i a complete idiot. so, what possible reasons could there be, that i cannot manage to get into a lasting relationship (and i am happy if i get a chance to try once in a year).
you can imagine my feelings towards guys who have a nice girlfriend but yet fuck around, or what i cannot help but think about girls who actually consider these guys especially desirable. what's wrong with you, girls?

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